Gurardiano

Heyo all^^ being busy once again sucks, especially with a few deviants I have on watch who have posted a whole lot O.O I still yet have the time or energy to try anything, and even worse I'm too lethargic to even say a single thing about any of those works. For now I still have to push on though. A major cause of this "sapping" of my mental energy is problems concerning girlsXD Original eh? More or less it's a combination of realizing what I want, how those wants seem to screw me if I try to chance getting them, and worst of all my conscious. I keep approaching myself trying to convince myself that at least if I know I have no chance I shoul

This subject is linked to another one, which I will post when I do. I have recently come back to deviant art and have been viewing multitudes of art work. From so many different subjects, and so many different themes... It's crazy. From continual lack of sleep from school, my job, and growing concerns, I have yet to enter anything new into deviant art. I'm hoping in the next few weeks I will be able to try and get back into the mood. Until then I will continue to peruse through these forums collecting things I have inklings for, that might help me experience a mental rebirth. Thank you to the few people who have decided to watch me, hopefull

I'm not sure if deviant art did what I hoped it would for me. Some people with their work gave me some ideas, but I'm having so much trouble getting solid ideas with all these other works. I think I'll pop on from time again, I have 2 more things I want t submit. The more I look at them the  worse they seem to become. I hope I'll get rid of this want to make something I can be fond of soon, or else I am going to go insane. The name of the journal simply refers to how I get creativity; by randomness.